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Sunday, April 03, 2005
6:42 PM

Immsy: Lol. Yea, and I'm finally blogging again. Now, I mean. Hahaha. Yes! I miss u tonns too! I'm quite free now! Before I go to Aussie ya? We'll hang. =D LOVE!

Cher: Honey!! I'm leaving on the 28th! Lol. For Aussie, until the 8th. Will u b there then..? But whatever it is, we're gonna meet up before I leave!!! Ok ok ok?! Next week!! Hopefully.. =/ Love u!! *hugs

Amy: Hey hun!!! Where's our dinner and movie date la!? Lol. I miss u so much please! *hugs

Alex: Heyy!!! I'm telling u, the weather just hates me, now that I'm oh so free and wanna go tanning, the clouds just wanna bear rain everyFREAKINGday la! We will meet up soon! At the poolside k? Hahaha.

Xue: Hey sweetie, I stopped wrking already! Lol. Planning to give myself sometime off before I go over to Aussie. Anyway, we so must meet soon! Like next week if it's possible aight? I miss u tonns! *love

Pipi: Go to download.com, u'll b able to figure out from there. Lol.

Ataq: Lol. I'm so sorry! but my friend was feeling kinda awkward as well..? Lol. So had to bring her out la. Anyway, we're so gonna meet up again, shoeeeees! Lol. Miss ya, sweets!

Sijia: AHHHH! Hun!! I saw u that day!! And I miss u so much la k? *hugs. Have to hang out soon ya? Hope u're doing well in school!

Jols: Lol. Updating, sweetie! Was fun, ytd. =)) I love u too! *kisses

Ning: Yes!! I will!!! I'll b going on the 28th! We can hang out! Hahaha, no parents!! Yay! =) *hugs

Cia: *nods. =)) Missed u too, hun. *hugs

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Ok, it's, once again, been quite a while since I've blogged. This time, I've been totally off the net. It's just been going out, the KL trip and the "chalet". Haha. Yea, I didn't go. Me and Jon just hung out the whole time. And though these few days've been pretty rough for the 2 of us, we're emerging thru the fog, still. =)

Anyway, for the past week odd, I've been having the time of my life. No work, all play, makes Val a happy relaxed girl. Lol. Just what I need after wrking intensively for so long. I swear, if I had to stay on just a day longer, I wld've died. I need a lil change of air, so gimme some suggestions!! Here're some of the possibilities..

- Tutoring primary school English and Science [ Downer: Where the hell am I gonna find students.]
- Crowd control on events and concerts [ Downer: I'm small. I admit.]
- Sales [ Downer: I can only stay with the job for 3 weeks and I've to fly. Who wants to hire me?!]
- Help out at Wild Wild Wet [ Downer: Ok, there's 2. #1, I don't knw whether they're hiring ppl. #2, the pay's kinda pathetic, the last I heard.]

Yup, here're the only few I've come up with. So tell me, HOW?! I need to get it as soon as I can cos the later I apply for the job, the lesser number of days I've to wrk, which'll also b equivalent to a lower possibility of being hired! But I knw as for option 1, the tutoring, it'll b a long term thing.. *shrugs

Anyway, I'd just like to digress alil to what I was scanning thru this afternoon in the papers. Ppl use blogs as a ground to relief themselves, and those highlighted in the papers today were either terminally ill or, well, terminally ill. And as I read their stories, or rather, just short passages adapted from their sites, I cld feel their agony thru the words they typed and the immense pain they were withstanding. It made me change my impression of blogs.

There was a point in time I thought of blogs as a sick excuse for ppl to slam dirt on others, a place where enemies cld see thru ur plot and crush u from within, somewhere human beings use to brag about themselves and possibly lie about what it is their flaunting. Where the naive and immature take whatever they read off other ppl's muck as fact and judge in gargantuan proportions as though the day of reckoning is their's. A, supposedly journal, made into smth wretched and despicable. BUT that article in the papers made me believe that there's still some good in blogging after all.

Despite of all the ugly accusations and profanities, blogs can b plainly used as a virtual punching bag. Esp for those who ponder too much and simply need to write their thoughts down somewhere. Like this woman suffering from a tumor, she wondered what she'd die of eventually, cos her body was breaking down in so many parts it was possible that the cause of her impending death would either b due to a blocked artery, choked lungs or whatever it wld b..

Ok, that was a load of crap, but I honestly feel that ppl shouldn't misuse blogs anymore..

RIGHT! If I were me, which I am, I'd find this entry a very boring read, which I do! So yea, just focus on the job thingie above, yonder. Lol.

Anyway, I think I shld go off and watch all my rented vcds. Till the next entry! I LOVE ALL U READERS! COS U'RE STILL READING THIS INCONSISTANT ENTRIES BLOG! =)) A THOUSAND KISSES!

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